Meditation 46 – 0
Exercise 54
To the power of vulnerability. To sharing openly and honestly, without guarding or protecting egos. To my friend who called to share with me what was happening. Me, having the space and her trust to help her see realities… instead of her relying on ChatGPT to guide her through the process.
The same took place for me earlier today. Or is it later?
I’ve been struggling with the failure to launch. Ruminating. Wondering why I don’t fire as fast and or far. Not delivering and adding value the way I am used to.
She tells me she is lonely.
This surprises me, as she’s with her partner traveling. They live together. She has a pet.
And this also provides comfort. To know that I’m not alone. No, it’s not that. It validates what I know. Getting a pet or partner will not change how I feel. The fact that I need to define a new purpose and direction. Because someone at my age would be spent raising a family and rearing children. Therefore, I find myself living the same life without change. The same old.
It is 2am, and I just pumped out two presentation decks for tomorrow. Late, but good content.
I feel better. Thank you for taking the time to call.
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